beautiful movie. beautiful girl.

Paper Hearts.

i really want to see this movie. i read about it in a nylon magazine a while back and i thought it would be the cutest thing.



anywho. i went to last chance yesterday and got a cute little camera for only 3.99. it had film in it and all i needed was two double A batteries and it worked like a baby charm. i hope the pictures come out beautifully.


today made me realize that i cant let my heart go so easily. i always bring people too wilingly in my heart and they end up abusing and damaging the precious thing that they gained. im so confused with the way things played out and i really want to be done with it. i dont know what to do and i dont know how things will turn out whether we talk ever or not.


i need to get out of here.

get over it.

"some people are so touchy."

Lord i was born a ramblin' man.

i need to travel. i need to get out of this city. theres nothing here for me anymore. i dont have anything to give to this city and this city has nothing to give to me anymore. i love everyone i meet in one way or another. and when i finally leave this place ill think of everyone at one point or another.

"You musn't give your heart to a wild thing. The more you do, the stronger they get, until they're strong enough to run into the woods or fly into a tree. And then to a higher tree and then to the sky."

I need my space.

i have a strange feeling of claustrophobia. i feel tied down. i feel restless. i cant go anywhere. these old feelings are coming back form long before. i need my space. i need my own time to myself. you have warn out your welcome.

thank you for being there for me.

dont fuck me over like they all do ok?

Welcome to the hotel california.

so my daddy is moving to sacramento in a month or so. hes going to stay with his 89 year old mom who just got over stomach cancer and he wanted to see her because shes reallyyy old and then after a while hes going to get his own place.im actually kinda sad. me and my dad havent had the best relationship ever and were always fussing about something but we always can come back together and have a reconsile. its going to be weird. im so used ot him just being down the high way and i could see him anytime i wanted. but hes retired and he wants to travel anyways so i can hold him back from that. i guess in that sense i understand his ways. i think were too much alike, thats why we are always arguing. but hes my daddy and i love him. i want to visit him and his mom for sure. shes my grandma and i have never met her. she only has baby pictures of me and shes been wanting to meet me for a while now. ill go visit for sure if i can get some mulas up..i have this idea that i could stay with him for about a month or longer and get a job for some money real quick. but we have conflicting ideas of how i would live. im sure he would hold a tighter rope on me then my mom for sure.

where the wild things are.

looking at some pictures form this movie is making me really want to see it more and more. it looks like a really beautiful movie. photography in every scene. i love it.

Be sure to wear some flowers in your hair.

I'm always on the go.

i can never sit still for too long. theres this bag lady that stays on the side of the road down the street from where i live. she has about 3 carts of bags. i wonder whats in them.

I don't want to let you go till you see the light.

as cheesy as this dude looks and as corny as his name sounds, i am OBSESSED with this song. i dont even care. this song gets me going. i cant even fight it anymore. its happening.

Go back in time with me?

They only want you when you're 17.

Sweet Summer

warm nights. barefeet. short shorts. mosquito bites. beer over water. kicked up legs. passionate feelings. fun after hour troubles. police scares. sunshine. sunbathing. i love it all. this has been a crazy summer for me. lets keep the ride going.

I told you, I was trouble.

I like him and I like him too.

were in business.

wooh. so this is my first blog on this spot. yea i got tired of blogging on myspace. plus ive seen other blogs and i like the style i can assess with this. well see what happens..
keep in touch!