blog slut.

so i realize that i think ill be posting more on my tublr site then on my blogspot. but ill still keep this one up for sure because its my first born baby. i like it.
sooo who ever new follows this blog, they can find out about my tumblr too :)
see how that all works out.

anywho.. see you on tumblr.

shehaslazydiamonds.tumblr.com

patience is a virtue that i dont usually relate to.

twins.

soooo im spreading my love around.
i now have a tumblr.
same name. same shit that youre into or could not be into.

shehaslazydiamonds.tumblr. com

just think of it as like a baby sister of my blogspot. ill probably rarely post there but who knows. if i find pictures that are too big to fit on this blog ill post them on my tumblr soooo if youre going to follow me which i hope you do, check on each one to get your visual high in for the day.

shehaslazydiamonds.tumblr.com
shehaslazydiamonds.tumblr.com
shehaslazydiamonds.tumblr.com

snoochie boochie bitches.

my baby doesnt love me anymore.

oh fucking well. this is my 100th post and i feel like thats something of an accomplishment. shows that im actually sticking with this blog and not neglecting it like i do with most things i start.. whatever.
its officially friday. lets get fuct up.

good girls go bad.

girl crush much ?

its always you.

no matter how many fall at my feet, its always him. he has me like an addict. hes the only one that can completely tear me down the way he does and make me go completely out of my mind.
i always want what isnt easy for me.
i always want what i cant or shouldnt have.
it makes me want to prove that i can have it and the longer you resist me the more neurotic i get.
im spoiled like that..

reminds me of an american apparel ad..

yimmys yayo

raunchy/dirty/sexy/slutty/erotic photography with a clean finish.
i approve.

hello.

being a trooper. good intentions gone bad. suicidal tendencies. going crazy. child like tantrums.
how have you been?

strung out.

this polaroid seemed apropriate for the way im feeling righ tnow. i need to live by these words.

as simple and as short as my visit with the guys was to oxford.. i miss it terribly. there is never a dull time when im with my guys.
back to the basics. i have to get over him. he is like crack to my soul. its horrible. i thought i was over it. i got a short taste of what it feels like for him to look at me with those eyes and im hooked again. every flashing light out the window, every noise i hear outside i htink its him. im strung out. love and lust is def a drug. not for the weak hearted.
i miss him and want him here with me.

plus he has all my shit in his car that i took down to oxford and i want it back. dammit.

oxford.

at oxford with the guys..
party party party.
i love my boys.
lets rage.

girl crush.

fresh.

nick or tyson..

damn decisions decisions..
i mean boys c'mon.. you cant keep calling me and texting me non stop like this. i mean you both are adorable beyong belief but you gotta give a girl time to think. serisouly. this behavior has got to stop. if you both keep stalking me im going to have to choose both of you. thats just the way things go..

damn. i wish.

damn girl..

what to do what to do..
party the night away with random pretty faces..
ordrive an hour to spend a night in with the only person i really want to be with in this world right now.
bunny youre gonna break some hearts..
eh.
next time.

stop acting so eager kid. youre starting to bother me.

epic.

i saw this awesomeness today on some random cartoon network wannabe channel. it was epic. flash from my childhood for sure. i watched the shit out of this movie and loved every minute of it back in the day. im surprised i still knew some of the words in some of the scenes. my little 2 yr old cousin was like "goofy, goofy!" and im like fuck yea thats goofy watch this shit with me and get schooled on some old school goodness.. well something along those lines. you get it.
next time.

ps. the dude that ate the cheese out of the cans was suchhh a stoner and sooo huffed the cans after he ate the cheese. you know its true.

tumblr.

im going to have to check into this warlock.. ive seen a couple of tumblr blogs and liked what i saw. now if only i can find the patience to figure it all out.. hmm..
sorry blogger! dont think of it as betraying you.. think of it as a "we barely got to know each other but ill probably see you again!" kind of thing. no hard feelings..
ive gotta stop blog hopping..
next time.

whats a girl to do..

he still has me.

dancing inside.

today was amazing. when i finally got out of the house i felt so liberated. it felt like little fireworks were going off inside of me. its nice to get out of the house and not be lazy for once. i hope tomorrow is as sexy fine as today was. i hope the night is awake and shining while i dance it away.
till next timeee.

lazy bum.

i need to get out of this house. life is too pretty outside and the sunshine is screaming my name.
what to wear what to wear..
jeez so many difficulties haha.
till next time.

kourteny & khloe take miami

soo ive become completely obsessed with this show in a matter of 10 minutes. my addictive/obsessive personality is rediculous.
they are so cute and fun. it makes me wish i had siblings haha.
its a good thing my ondemand channel isnt working or id probably stay up all night watching rerunds and catching up on the show haha.
till next time.

ps. i have a girl crush on kourteny kardashian.

why men lie.

pahahaha very insightful. he makes a point.. but still.. haha

the doors.

cuts off before the song finishes but i liked the video so much. i couldnt let it go.






ignore the shit at the end after the song ends.

many more doors favorites but youtube never has anything when i really want something it seems so.. these will do for now. haha

love this living.

wow. ive posted soo many pics in my last few blogs that i havent really actually "blogged" per se.. party party party. living fast. meeting new faces that think im "cute". i dont know where to start. things have been going pretty smoothly these days so far. im happier then ive been in a while. im realizing that this limbo passes. my life is always like that. i have a moment of unwanted down time and i feel out of the norm and i always end up going through a slight mental break down and go through some crisis of some sort. im so neurotic. then all of a sudden doors open and im back on the grid again. im realizing that i am open to new people and i deserve to actually be liked and not treated like shit.
new possibilities. if i just let my gaurd down at least a little to let things in.
anyways. hanging out with the new kid tomorrow hopefully. i think i really like him. he reminds me of what being carefree feels like. i like that. i need that.
till next time.

donyale luna

here kitty.

xoxogg

i miss my polaroid camera.

polaroid pictures smell
like my childhood.

swing me.

fuckyes.

come with me if youre in the area !
should be funnnn.